darkav-angel's Diaryland Diary

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Exam Blues...(Greys sound better -_-)

Exam in 2 days...so difficult to study...no motivation...sadz.. A week passed~ Went to the State library on monday, Other days only in halls and Hg Library...Untill Yesterday went to help Mitze with home shifting~ Even if there was something that happen..I couldn't remember cuz brain not functioning...sadz...Let say I am stress cuz I'm not stress enough.. Down loaded a couple of new anime including Shakugan no Shana 2 and Seirei no Moribito ( duno what izzit but i heard it's good) ha.. Today's spending ( a total up to $100 approxmimately due to the fact affraid of having not enough food for the week.) Including loads of junk food like Timtams, Nutella, and some stuff that makes me fat..nowonder i couldn't lose weight..so motivated to cook when you are actually shopping..and it turns out to be 2 weeks old when we actually cook the food we bought. It feels good to shop. Clearing fridge..a 2 cup filled bottle of milk and 0.75Litres of apple juice as the are new fruit juice and milk in the fridge. Oh ya..a 80% dead spring onion in my cooking beg , sooo depressing..-.- I saw an advertisement on TV about an insurans, where the fly that looks like a dragon fly which only have the lifespan of a day, makes use of it's life fully like having fun..and finding a mate.. Then my fren discussed about what they would do if they would only have one day left to live.. the best thing would be to spend it with loved ones ( family and friends..or someone special if there is any)
MCAC ( Monash Clayton Anime Club) is helding the last official gathering at Bernnie's house with "pot lak" bring your own dishes.. everyone is making something for the dinner ...i could think of anyhting else to cook since everyone already chosen the main thing for the dinner. now is already 3pm in Aus and we gotta get goin at 5..wth.. where is the time for studies and exam is 2 days away..some members in the club will be having their exam earlier than me and they r not complaining =x...why should I..* what a way to find excusses ==* Besides that more studying equals to more sleeping cuz the revision is soooo boring.. the techniq " I love to study " is not elping at all ...==" cuz I am depress over something stupid..== Ok...the main thing is to get HD for an overall credit to enter 2nd year Megatronics or Electrical Engineering.. my fault to aim so high... cursed f@cking 6 days 2 weeks of examination!!! for making my life misserable...........T______T

12:37 p.m. - 2007-10-27

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Sat Sat sat..-.-

Finally Paid for the bond and settle with the house thingy~...Went to brandon park to buy the usual stuff. Went back..disturb Celine while she was cooking and then my turn to cook ( a long hour fried rice) ==" never knew frying rice would be so difficult... then Birthday Party with Stan. A Wonderful dinner with Sharon, Amanda, Stan, J, V, Lisa. Dishes on the table were fried rice, fried chicken, so called-pop corn chicken, vege, coles salad , wedges and dessert ( batik cake , chocolate Brownies cheese cake and ice-cream). Dishes off table was Amanda's A~Z soup...suppose to be ABC but there where mushrooms and some scallop xP..a very expensive soup. Fun part of the party, face panting for the birthday boy with chocolate cream and loads of funny pictures taken =D. Everything went well however, for studies, I only brought the book to be displayed in the kitchen..-.-" The flies appearing every where...and i mean everywhere is the sign of summer approaching... today was Burning hot and it is still below 30 degree...tomorrow is gonna be 31degrees..OMG..help!@_@..ice people ice please..suffering in heat..ok..so this is kinda the fun stuff or interesting stuff that happens..After the fun things..back to the studies with increase of stress as the exam approaches...T_T..

11:07 p.m. - 2007-10-20

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Study stress~

Weeks before exam~*.*.*.*
Currently formed a Study Group in the Kitchen however it kinda disbanded as it doesn't really help out. But it was nice because we get to spend more time with one another, chatting about not related topics to keep ourselves from getting bored. 50% chatting and 50% studying. Haha.. Anime Club having a free BBQ for members and special invitation non-members at University tomorrow. Interesting stuff to see, the president and some members will be wearing maid costumes as cosplay and some members will be cosplaying too~ I will cosplay after i succeed to lose 5kg or more. Haha~ MapleStory currently lvl 100 and once again being pinned at that lvl untill I finish my finals at 6 Nov. Study means more contact with notes and paper notes which means higher tendancy of getting paper cuts on my hands~ As the stress increase with respect to time closer to exam~ Funny Stuff tends to happen, 1stly there will be people screaming once awhile for no reason to give a sudden shock or table hitting " the thing that gets hurt is your hand not the table " and many more~ However, not everything was bad as Amanda Made dinner for me as she is stressed ==;( I am not enjoying out of her stress) Not a good thing really x.x After the dinner, went back to my room and started singing, I hope my neighbours didn't hear me ==".
Exam stress and sexual themes..(* this section is for mature viewers only * ok la..not that bad ..children can also read with parental guidance)
Ok~ As everyone in the halls I live in are "very" open minded. The more we sit together in the common room to study, there will be more coversation on sexual stuff. Not full details but ahem..some informations in terms of sciences (make it sound not so bad, lol) There are a few types, 1st the english literature, Ideas come up for Alice in Wonderland that is " Alice fall in to the rabbit hole while following the white rabbit resembles falling into a woman's vagina and the rabbit is a sperm.. -_-" swt drops.. Next anything that is close to a stick or test tubes will represents ahem ****** or hole will be the ****** ...u know.. i made the "*" but you can easily guess what izzit. Nobody is that innocent nowadays.. These conversations are rather disturbing but interesting. =x As the influence get stronger.. the fireworks being displayed outside the halls seems to look like sperms..OMG..
(discussion among students from mixture of courses)
Ok.. that all for now..lol =x

8:30 p.m. - 2007-10-16

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8:27 p.m. - 2007-10-16

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Gloomy Saturday

Exam week comin so..more studying to do.. Everyone becomes stress and the atmosphere becomes gloomy.. After goin to brandon Park in the morning to buy some stock up food, back to halls for lunch as usual and a short TV Show on the toaster size TV at the corner of the room near the window. Before I start studying, Celine baked some cookies for MCAC, just for a testing however it failed to make it to MCAC as it finishes before it could left the building. XP good job celine. After a short nap and a chat with onichan back home...I cut my finger while taking my notes...WTF!!! >.< bleeding.. Conversation in the common room, sexual content in children's book -_-" what a discussion but it got everyones attention...ha..interesting things about english literature. Hohoho... Hours in the common room but completted chapters read = 2 and 2 questions done.. Dinner with everyone ( sandwiches ) while enjoying good old disney tarzan movie. Back to Study...

12:41 a.m. - 2007-10-14

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Ahem..Current~

Currently Studying in Monash Australia. Taking Engineering Course 1st year. Making new friends and meeting some familiar faces here and there. Living in MRS which is located at the North East of the whole University map still takes at least 15 mins to reach classes during the day and another 15mins to get back to "home". Having a homey feeling with loving a fun friends in the Hall " Farrer 3 Lords" Already the Second sem and near the end of it. Been through Summer to Autumn to Winter and Now Spring. Weather getting blazing hot as Summer approaches. Gotta hide ..I'm melting lol. Goin for house inspection so will pause bloggin for now ha..

11:23 a.m. - 2007-10-11

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2006 August 9th..

At the Empty room beside my aunt's office...Hiding...ha...
God please give me good luck today...T_T.
Clear the wound in my crystals...haiz..
It's making me sick! help..
Trying to be as cheerfull as possible....( what a way to mask...)
Toughts..why is everyone so happy and I'm not..
Mum won't let me go home early...pastering.. pastering...-_-" please lar....
A tummy ache In the morning is not a good start either as i hav to go to the petrol station for a cure...(public toilet) OMG...u wounldn't want to be there but ...emergency-__-"
pls ... i hope this year will end well.. hope i can make it to the University..(Monash) TT_____TT...' Mum it's not that i want to do so badly..ok? I am trying... And stop asking me to Make friends with the JPAs.. hey.. don't be so desperate!!!
Pray for better luck..sobs..
Safety flight dad to Indonesia.Lov you Dad.

11:13 a.m. - 2006-08-09

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Maple Guild Laugh..haha...

6:18 p.m. - 2006-08-05

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(Back to Back Memories+ Fishie day)

A fishie Day...
Change 2 aquariums' water. Both Adult and Baby fishes. As the small ones get bigger.. (by 0.01cm), the quantity of Bigger fish seems to reduce..how?(Die lor). Haiz ..-_-"..So hopeless..Good thing is.. My fighting fish is still like usual.. no change..AND I DON'T WANT IT TO CHANGE.
What else currently? More home works not done and not starting be done.. * bangs the wall* My life is Boring..Ok..Last thursday Night.. Mentor and Mentie Night( Monash University ). Loads Of fun for the students and lecturers..As for me..Free nice food^^ !.However..my fruit drink being thrown away by somebody... haiz...
Really fun.. Anne Marry as MC, My aunt with the PC and music, Doc.Kua for Cameraman. Brought back loads and loads of FOOD" wan tan, Boneless curry chicken, Vege+ Mushrooms, Prawns and Nasi Berani.And not to be forgotten.. the fun among lecturers with jokes and actions^^.Prof Pua Singing *glows in eyes*, and others having loads of fun in the games^^.
Now... Back to the usual ...ehem...days..where only drops of joy touches the scene..Miss u onichan..

5:55 p.m. - 2006-08-05

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The Inner View of THE DarkCrystal(life goes like this..)

It had been a loooong time since i last touch this blog...Ha..^^", tomorrow is Economic Mini Test, ok.. I entered AUSMAT since January and now 3 more months till the End of it. SO...Gotta study hard..(say only..)Haiyo.. Getting grades kinda below average..* bangs the wall with own face* Mum kinda got worried and toook some actions * ahemm...* not so legal ones but benefits ....>.<" oh well.. Day dreaming and still sleeping in the world of holidays when it actually isn't.. Back to the History of my life,^^
1) Made loads of new friends (Cheryl, Wendy, SooWen, Feon) more close to me..kinda thats all..because I am a statue who does not talk unless people do the starting..Also, not used to the people (mixed) after being in a ALL GIRL school for 2 years...
2)Lost a small fluffy and replaced with a new slightly bigger Fluffy..(with total opposite characteristic) well, colour also abit different with the new one slightly darker...
3) Hanging out with My... Aunty^^. Ha..Always bugging her in her office..which to me more like a second home... Thus Friends^^ ( staffs in the Arts and Science School Of Monash )
4) Best thing of the year.. NO TUITION.. however results are not satisfying...
5) Getting a 4-wheel car for a 1st Car..Cool huh? How come i don't find it specail.. BECAUSE I didn't plan for a car either...Nothing is on my mind currently..However, I am quite HAPPY as I am a qualified Driver "P"licience.
6) Little secrets ( keep to my self ) DON'T EVER ASK ME CUZ I WILL NEVER TELL!!!! EVER!!!!!
7) WOW , went for Jia Ying's Musical " MIDNight Pupet" REally nice^^ althought the seats are not really really good..(got the last row..)
8)I am now, ahem.. Wearing skirt^^. You moght ask what's so special about it.. Well.. I don't used to wear unless in school..
9) New anime to watch " Ouran High School Host Club" Worth watching.. REALLY CRACKS ME UP.
10) THE END .. BACK TO STUDY...-_-"(that's all for now)

8:49 p.m. - 2006-08-01

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What your angel is telling you..

Your angel is trying to tell you that...you're emo.
Let's face it: you've got some major baggage,
but you can't seem to find a place to put it.
You see life as a big waste of time and see it
as a world of pain as opposed to equal and
opposite pain and happiness. You can't find a
way to let go of your emotions, so sometimes
you turn to self-destructive habits.
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9:44 p.m. - 2005-10-30

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Discipline?!?!@_@

Turning lazy due to the holidays.....haiz.....MUST KEEP STUDY SPIRIT Up!!!! IF not SPM results = <;+++< really gonna turn mata kail(fish hooke)hanging a dead fish <;+++<
14 more days untill SPM.....( most horrible time to relax ) what am I doing?!?!? playing with my blog -__-"
plus preasure* incoming!!!!* parents and teachers putting high hopes on me.... * I am average in studies * PMR got quite good cuz....no subjective questions mah...... Friends ask me " how do you remember all the things for exam "
1) hey....got tips lar....
2) the tips came out exact the same...
3) last minute study...
Forecast for my SPM is like *dream results* a straight line of A1s..
the real 1 leh? * using hands to cover own eyes * although it haven't really happened yet.... I hope the real 1 doesn't really happened just like what I saw in MY NIGHTMARE... TT___TT full of worries..knock ownself on the table....talking to ownself" know how to scared only lah but lazy to move..."
Time flies with the speed of light...while I move slower than a snail...... OK...Must be discipline!!!!!study study !!! telling myself...Only a month more till freedom...hope it works...."amen" kidding...=P *not christian*...(current mood= naik gila" talking to myself")

6:07 p.m. - 2005-10-30

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one last month.....

BEST FRIENDS IN RAGNAROK ONLINE

yay! another month to go to return for adventure in the magical word of Ragnarok Online! Warriors unite!!yahoo...XD

1:32 p.m. - 2005-10-30

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Seth nightlord from TRINITY BLOOD nice isn't it =P.....the anime was nice untill the end of the story in episode 24...she looked more chibi in the anime. This is a scan i got from my friend..WildDrive^^*wild-chan*...

8:44 a.m. - 2005-10-30

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HTML....-_-\"

OK......I am really Bad at HTML....this is the best i can do...oh well...........after sitting in from of the pc since 9pm~1am....* i should be studying instead.......hehe
Dad came reach home at 10.30pm for a bowl of maggie mee...=P while mum ,bro and I at a fancy dinner at THE SHIP...hehe....1 and a Half dozen of Ascargots.....yummy.....+ 2 plates of western food......haha...after that....came home to chat with some friends...about the visit to my house next tuesday.....onichan was online* happy happy* now still doin football...aha....that's all for today.^^

12:47 a.m. - 2005-10-30

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SPM coming in 2 weeks time

Aiming 8~9 As for my SPM.......gotta study really hard....hope i could make it....^_^.......tonite going to dine in THE SHIP........eating yummy cheese baked ascargots =P posted a picture in Minitokyo.........Dad's comin back from Taiwan^^...............Watched finish Trinity Blood Episode 24........ happy thing is Abel is still alive^^! bad thing is the ending of the story.....*not a good ending*...Waiting to Download Episode 15 of Shuffle! anime...... holiday started........but no holiday for me though...BIG exam is coming nearer day by day..

1:49 p.m. - 2005-10-29

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